LOVE & HATE

I can truly say that i hate you..............

But i love you........... but it all just seems so real

Everyone always wants to know why i love you still

Why i put up with you and your crazy games

Why i let you treat me this why

Most say that we are nothing alike

But i love the fact that you know me so well, like the palm

of my hand you can read it front to back

but the drama drives me insane, and i try to hold back

try to hold back the feelings that i have 

all the pain and the hurt, but the love that you give

If you could see from my point of view you would ask the same thing

why do i put up with all the pain that you bring

Some say i rather be hurt then to feel nothing at all

I want to let you go but i just love you to much

We may mot have much in common and we may fight to much

But i love the way that it feels, cause you love me just right

i see past the pain, and past all the hurt, and past all the past 

things that always broke us up.

i see the love that you give and that you really want to change

you just need the help so that you can begin.

To really love me the right way.

I think to myself why do i love you so much and why do i continu

to try to make this work, my heart skips a beat when you say I Love You!

and my head starts to spin when im around you.

i try to hold on to the good times we have had

but now the good never out weighs the bad

i wish you could live in my body for one night

just to see all the pain you have caused, all the scars on my heart that

has your name on them, and all the times i have cried because you

were always assuming.

i guess this is a never ending story because i hate that i love you

and that i keep on trying.

i hate that i can fall in love with you again, when i have talked myself

into believing that i dont need you anymore.

im sorry if you read this and dont like what i am saying.

but i hate you and i love you all at the same time..