im hurt by the world and how cruel it can be
by the people that are just as cruel as the world can be
im hurt because my hurt cant take any more lies
or by the fact that my life did not turn out right
i am hurting because inside all there is is pain
or because the ones that are close cant realize the pain
im hurt because i have to ask for money cause i dont have a job
and because on top of that i am emotionally and mentally scarred
i am so hurt because i look to my past cause i dont want to move forward
and because the people that mean the most to me keep dying
leaving me behind to pick up the pieces that they left
expecting me to just move of and forget everything
forget all the laughter, the love, the tears, and the pain
forget the drama, the encouragement, the teachings, and the playing
all the fun we had together, and all the hard times we have made it through
im hurt because now are just hard times that have gotten even harder
without you
Im hurting because the i dont express myself the way that i use to
now i just shut down and keep everything hidden under a fake smile
thats broken to
broken down into bits and pieces because the joy is no longer there
no security left, and low self-esteem as well.
i am hurting because i feel so alone in the world or i may
call Jesus' name one day and the next day its a different story
im hurting because i have no one to talk to
no one to hear my cries and see my pain except for you
except for my father who lives up above
who sees all the pain in my hurt and all the lack of love
He is a witness to all the tears i have cried at night
all the pain and sorrow that i feel deep down inside
my feels like it ended every since Shane died, and to make matters
worse i lose everything the day of the fire
in that fire i lost everything, even myself and it took all of me
i am no longer who i once was and i dont know who i will be
i want to help those who are in the same position i was in
i want to start my own business to help those in need the young teen
mothers, and the ones destined to be.
i want to make a difference even though im in all this pain
because one day it will all pay off for my sake and for theirs.